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rika kawai. ([personal profile] contrarily) wrote2021-03-09 09:20 pm

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04/21, home ec room

[personal profile] nortonnnn 2021-04-18 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
( rika's becoming a bit of a familiar face. yes, she's a little feral, but... well, he can't really fault her, in these circumstances. and besides, she seems to have attached to him, if only just a little bit, when it comes to being someone that she can count on. now, he understands that means he's just a food dispenser, but also... he's not going to just let a fifteen year old starve?

anyway, he's got something for her, and entering the home ec room, she's pretty much the first thing he sees. from what he can tell, she's crouched over something, speaking in a soft voice. it doesn't take him long to figure out what she's doing—he's seen komaeda fussing over these cats enough that he's almost given up on convincing the other to stop feeding them his own food. well, that's what he's assuming, anyway. it's what he'll be acting on as he takes a few steps over, and while his voice isn't exactly scolding, it's a little bit tired when he speaks up. )


The cats have enough food. They don't need yours, too.
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[personal profile] nortonnnn 2021-04-25 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
( the big ol' grin she shows him, at least, is nice—she had seemed pretty torn up the other day over, well, everything, he supposes. to see her in a brighter mood now? that's a bit of a relief. he returns a warm smile of his own, and you know what... it's ugly, because something like that really does have him lower his guard. he came in here innocently assuming maybe rika, for once in her life, was acting like a normal person. when she holds out an actual real life fucking rat with her bare-ass hands, though, that is immediately... okay. okay, maybe it was his bad for assuming anything about this girl was normal.

with raised brows and wide eyes, he opens his mouth. he closes his mouth. he opens his mouth. )


No.
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[personal profile] nortonnnn 2021-04-28 08:41 am (UTC)(link)
Mean...? ( norton's face, for one, is pretty much plastered with an expression that reads: it's a fucking rat.

he looks doubly unimpressed when the little fucker hisses at him, norton's brows furrowing in an expression that falls somewhere between troubled, and... well, he doesn't quite know how to take this, honestly. probably looks as confused as he is. he could be diplomatic about this if he felt the need, but then again, he's not sure how effective diplomacy is with feral animals like rika. it only takes him a moment's consideration to decide. )


It's probably diseased. Give that here—

( he is REACHING for the rat. )
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[personal profile] nortonnnn 2021-05-03 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
( lets be fair, you're also not supposed to reach for any random feral rat and just grab it in the first place... rika. that said, when she puts it there, he's not going to like, make a grab in the direction of her chest. he's not an actual degenerate. so he retreats, but he looks really unhappy about it! grimacing and all, even as she perches it on her shoulder. )

I doubt it's trained.

( some kind of coincidence, probably—maybe it just senses kinship with rika. it understands, they are of the same type: feral. that goes unsaid, but he's definitely thinking it. )

Anyway, it's thanks to them that this place is getting fumigated. The Miss VP still hasn't changed her mind on that, you know—and it's because of the rats.

( and komaeda. )
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[personal profile] nortonnnn 2021-05-09 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
What charm? ( his brows scrunch together and he waves his hand dismissively. )

I don't have anything like that, so if we want to stop them ( for you OR your rat ) we'll need to come up with a good reason for why they shouldn't.

( a pause. )

And I doubt you "training" one of them will work for that.

( if anything they may be more eager to fumigate once they realize students are just grabbing the damn things. )
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5/12

[personal profile] commences 2021-05-07 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
Edited 2021-05-07 06:58 (UTC)
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after she gets her throat slashed idk

[personal profile] rhymed 2021-05-18 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The silence of the night shrouds the school; the ominous moans of the wooden floors echoes through the halls, and while normally Hajun can sleep through most nights with some comfortability he just can't tonight. It's a growing annoyance -- the lack of a bed, the lack of personal space, the fact that he's stuck within a school that he shouldn't even be in.

It pushes all of his objectives back, and while he can normally sleep with that bitterness dormant there's the idea that time back home is continuing as he's here. Further stretching out the day until he can witness the downfall of his family, of the people who left him behind, and when he remembers that he bites the inside of his cheek so hard that it draws blood.

Hajun leaves his classroom with that rust in his mouth, tasting is in every corner even after he spits it into the sink. He draws a hand over his lips, the pads of his fingers brushing against tender flesh before he catches a small glimpse of his face against the mirror. Hating it, he leaves with his mood even worse, unable to sleep and taking to wandering the halls as an excuse to stretch his legs. And, just when he thought he's found a shred of normalcy to tear him away from the constant feeling of failure, he's greeted with Rika's body slumped near the mouth of the clocktower. Looking worse for wear, appearing knocked out, and while he hates that he can feel his expression switch from mild annoyance to concern he absolutely despises the weight in his chest as his heart falls.

He doesn't know what happens first: her name leaving the tip of his tongue or his fingers coming to grab her. Either way, he's here, kneeling down and examining her body -- the neck wound is noticed first, and he quickly covers it with his hand. ]
Rika -- [ Why is it whispered -- Hajun only realizes now that the ball in his throat strains his words, making him sound pained. He hates that too. Hates that suddenly he's in front of someone whom he doesn't want to see harmed in this damn place. ] Rika, say something.

[ Just so he knows whether to scream or not. ]
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[personal profile] rhymed 2021-05-20 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ That mutter is enough to have him exhale a breath he's been holding the entire time. Fingers caked with old blood; still warm, however, with the pressure at least holding what little continues to seep out to stop. Hajun props her head up and examines her face, his lips slowly curling into a smile as a wave of relief washes through his body. ]

Apologize later. [ He states, his voice deprived of that faux innocence he puts on.

His arms encircle around her, picking up Rika in a princess carry. The pool of blood that she had been lying in drenches the sleeve of his shirt, ignoring the heavy smell of rust, grunting as he gets back on both feet. He looks around to find the nearest being 1-a and enters, pushing the door open with his foot before he walks through. He sets her down against the wall, pushing several desks together before he places her on top.

Removing his jacket, he forms it into a pillow and places it below her head, rolling up his sleeves. ]
You just had to get in trouble while the infirmary is closed... Fine. [ He searches the inside of the desk, finding a box cutter and grimacing before he cuts a piece of fabric off from the bottom of his shirt (rip his designer brand...). Tearing up a piece to put onto the wound, pressing his palm down. ]

Rika, do you hear me? I'm not going to forgive you if you die on me.
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[personal profile] rhymed 2021-05-23 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Unaware of the situation, of the dilemma that Rika had to face, Hajun is left only to wonder how she received such a wound. There's a small sliver of him that feels angry; boiling over, surfacing in his features in the form of furrowed brows.

He feels weak because this is all he can do; feels hopeless because all he can do is watch. ]
It would be. [ And yet his tone remains harsh, as if offended that his time is wasted aiding her. Another way of distracting him from the feeling that he may potentially lose someone -- even if, realistically, Rika should have died a long time ago... there's still a chance if he doesn't tend to her now. At least until the infirmary opens and he can get her proper attention from the nurse.

Hajun pulls a chair beside her, sitting down as he continues to grumble. ]


And the only memory I would have of you is being an absolute witch. A spoiled rotten girl who thinks the world owes her something, too much trouble.

[ He bites his bottom lip, body moving before he realizes his hand is slipping over to take hers. Slowly, sliding underneath and feeling the weight of her palm before his fingers curl. Feeling how cold she is, heart dropping. ] So you can't die... if you did, I wouldn't forgive you.
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[personal profile] rhymed 2021-05-27 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ It comes easier this way. Distant -- needing that separation to keep himself from ever being betrayed again. His heart no longer aches with longing when he thinks of his family; it only ever reminds him of who he can't be anymore. Open, sensitive, and loving. Because the moment he's any of those things he'll be disappointed with the reality that he'll always be alone. ]

Don't call me that. Not unless if you intend to treat me as one.

[ So his tone remains leveled and bitter, hiding the fact that his concern is so evident in his face that he may as well be crying. Hajun wishes for the hour to be over with already, for the sake of rushing her to the infimary and not be here -- holding her hand, keeping her talking, and having to reveal little secrets. ]

... I haven't. [ He speaks honestly, even if he doesn't want to. ] Word would spread and I would undoubtedly lose everything I was building up... so if I have to fight, I'll do it in the dark.
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[personal profile] rhymed 2021-05-31 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
Are you kidding? [ Hajun doesn't mean to, but he laughs; soft and boyish, exhaling as the corners of his mouth lift into a smile. ] You're capable, you just don't want to -- I'm curious, actually, if that's because you like being insulted?

[ The question extends and he pauses, briefly. Considers what to say and how to say it; he wonders how ugly he can be with his response, how honest. ]

There are people I want to hurt. [ -- Inhale, exhale. ] There are people that I want to kill -- and I will. And I'll ensure that they die a painful, miserable death. [ His fingers twitch, wanting to pull away and no longer feel another person as he slowly disarms himself. Allowing Rika a glimpse into another half -- his true half -- that Hajun keeps hidden. ] For the people I care for, too, I might... because I couldn't stand losing anyone else.
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[personal profile] rhymed 2021-06-05 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Calm down. [ He says, thumb brushing over her knuckles. ] You'll strain your throat. The last thing I want is for you to also complain about losing your voice... even though I think most here would prefer not to hear whatever you have to say for a few days.

[ All teasing and insults aside, Hajun deflects. Defending the slow unravel that shows his heart, ugly and full of scars that refuse to heal; he can't, not until he's ensured that the family that drowned him with conditional love receive the brunt force of all his anguish. The years of loneliness, the fact that he was brought into this world only to be abandoned twice -- all the love he's ever received had to be earned. And not an ounce of it was actually genuine.

Perhaps that's why he's readily prepared to destroy it all. Even at the cost of his own body and mind; continuously experiencing his traumas, furthering rendering his body to rotten metal. There's a part of him that doesn't care for the end of himself, so long as he accomplishes his goal... if his body were to be destroyed, his mind lost to his pain, he'd at least die knowing he'd won.

He won. Unloved and unwanted. An unneeded child leaving his mark. ]


You're still a child. [ The morning sun begins to peer behind them through the windows. ] If you were able to instinctively decide that you can kill a person, you'd just lead yourself somewhere no one can reach you. [ Hajun glances behind him, eyes squinting as he's met with the bright light before he rises back up on his feet. ] Plus, it wouldn't be very cute of you.

[ That said, Hajun bends down slightly again to princess carry her. Taking a glance over his jacket that's now drenched in blood; he steadies his expression, ensures that he doesn't look disappointed before he begins his walk towards the nurses office. ]
Edited 2021-06-05 21:52 (UTC)
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what date is this

[personal profile] commences 2021-05-20 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
( what they do together normally isn't planned, but it happens without warning when they find themselves in close proximity of each other. rika, who enjoys playing pranks and messing around with everyone involved to have a good laugh mixed with komaeda's need to push people further all for the sake of hope to strengthen bring them both equal amounts of joy. for better or for worse, their chaotic actions normally spells trouble for all those that were involved, and those that will be involved. especially when there's talk of another meeting in the future where they can all come together and bond over newfound clues. )

You said they were holding another meeting soon?

( komaeda goes out his way to pay attention, but between the desks and chairs that were being thrown here and there, he most likely missed that part. a hand rests on his hip, rubbing the area to ease the pain that he still has — probably a bruise that just won't heal correctly, but he's propped up against a desk listening to what rika has on her mind. it's probably nothing good, but komaeda's brain is rotting so might as well act where hope tells him to go, and besides, rika appears to be excited about their gettogether actually. )

It'd be no good in the same room as last time, there's hardly a chair or desk left, haha! ( and we wonder why that is. )
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IM CRYING OK arent u truamatized

[personal profile] commences 2021-05-20 07:39 pm (UTC)(link)
I saw... Are you okay? ( he says this honestly, something casual he's learned through his life without thinking too much of it. while they do share unsavory memories, komaeda doesn't base his actions now off of them — this is probably a simulation all over again, he doesn't know.

looking towards the door of the classroom to see if anyone will walk in or not, but students just pass by at their leisure. they really are a separate group between the transfers and the students who are already here, and that's probably why none of them enter to speak with them. it's good because her objective makes him laugh, looking back over to her with a smile. )


If Yashiro-san is hosting it again, we could ask her. ( if not, he's sure someone will fill them in, but they know to keep their plans vague. ) That would lighten the mood between everyone, especially the new girl. You saw her, right?

( the one who stayed by ouma the most, she seems like a hard one to please, actually. ) We might have to double our efforts.
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youre in my dick air bitch

[personal profile] commences 2021-05-21 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
( it was just a question, not too much of a big deal, but enough to tell komaeda a few things. she's handling this on her own, and if he could praise her for being able to get through whatever it was without being able to answer properly, then that must have done something to her hope. in response to her pursed lips, komaeda offers a kind smile that he's satisfied — for what, exactly? well, it's not like they're going to pursue the subject, and instead he focuses on their plotting. )

We can mix it together with something else, if it's a sleepover, right? ( give him a moment to think about it, he hasn't actually been to a normal sleepover, and everyone back on jabberwock (simulation) wasn't as thrilled to be in the same vicinity as him. the same could be said before then, and so he doesn't have a proper view of how this should go. he's read some things online before, and what he recalls from the girls — )

Cucumbers for people to put on their eyes... I have no idea why it's done, but isn't that a typical sleepover goal? ( holding up his hand, he points outside the hall, indicating what's to come next. ) You can eat them too, and whatever isn't devoured, the bugs can eat them.

( it goes from cucumbers to bugs, but komaeda speaks as if he's putting one and one together in hopes to make two, if it doesn't make sense, he'll fill in the gaps. )
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STOP UR LITERALLY BITING PPL

[personal profile] commences 2021-05-25 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
Arisu-kun showed me.

( actually, komaeda scared the shit out of him that he purchased a horned beetle by accident, and once it dropped on the ground, the bug started to flutter around. watching him squirm was a sight actually, the way his hands covered the nape of his neck to prevent it from crawling under. )

They're in the vending machine, but I never noticed them before...

( imagine trying to get a snickers for when your boo starts acting up, and instead click for a bottle of wasps? it sounds insane, but it's an idea they can use towards motivating the other's hopes. putting them in a situation where they have to avoid terrorizing bugs from ruining their night, but as long as everyone can make the most of it then they're doing a pretty good job. it's not the best komaeda idea, it's more mundane than anything, but he'll put more thought into it when he decides to host a party himself. ) We need plenty of merit points if we're to put our plan into action.

( the plan he has in mind? it's simple. )
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06/11

[personal profile] sisters 2021-06-13 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
( rika might not be mad anymore, but the fact is, amami still wants to make up for upsetting her in the first place.

when she walks into class the next day, she'll find a small gift wrapped in plain paper and set on her desk. opening up, it contains a pink compass and a note written out in neat scrawl. )

Kawai-san,

I said I would try to make it up to you somehow so, after some thought, I hope that you'll accept this gift.
I'm not sure if you've seen one of these before, but it's called an earnest compass.
The idea is that it will always point to the ones you love.
I haven't actually tested it out yet but, if it works, you may have more use for it than I do in a place like this.

If there's anything else you need, remember that you can always come to me.

— Rantarou Amami